masquerade.paper faces on parade

2007-02-17T15:05:00.000-08:00

oooh.i feel like bitch slapping blogger.

2006-12-29T05:53:00.000-08:00

. my unintended .

happy holidays to everyone.christmas is in the air.new year's round the corner.actually just two days away.countdown to 2007.and now the question arises.where to?vivocity?haha.i dont know.i'l just follow.

so two weeks has passed.one miserable week left to the opening of the new term.the sentosa crap was cancelled.after that everyone went quite.il play along.so the first week of holiday was more of shopping.nice.i got my bottle of that body shop vanilla scented perfume oil at johor.

and one of the days i went shopping alone.haha.yaa.the dude's were reluctant.so i was like 'ok go'.bought this brown 3 quarts.and yes.the ones without any side bags.i do get what i want.and bought a u2 collared shirt.i think i was in their outlet for nearly an hour.trying out stuff.the sales person was uber kind.so after my retail theraphy session.met up with aris and his friends.then headed home.

that was sort of the first week.a few lepak sessions here and there.at the infamous kembangan raimah coffee shop.we are gaining their acknowledgement of our regular attendance by time.the other day we sat there till like 3 am plus.and zack striked up a convo with us.haha.zack is this pakcik who is working in the beverage department.haha.give them some class laa.he is notoriously known for being the guy who always warns us of rain.not in the good way.but the sarcastic way.since we prefer the seats outside.less of the bustle la.this fella never fails to say 'aku da kata..'

there's a few other pakcik and makcik laa.there's one who wears plenty of silver on his hand.there's g'bong.bald guy who is always seen steaming like nobody's business.also in the beverage dept.and this raimah eating place is quite an attraction to some rich fella's.you'll never fail to see some parked wrx or those loud cars laa.ok enough bout that.

one particular night.me and een went night exploring.haha.met up at 1 am and walked one big round.literally the circumference of bedok south.walked pass one particular tree.so i saw it first.hanging on top.okay just like when you put over yourself a white cloth.then you tie tight around your neck.you get the shape right.so not wanting to let my friend miss out on the shivers i said 'boi boi.kau tengok kiri.kau tengok atas' hahaha!he's reaction was priceless.went like ' kau sial bodo.sial kau..tunjuk aku *loud chanting of arabic verses* lols!that was actually the highlight of the night.

and have any of you heard the song by 30 seconds to mars called the kill.great song.check out the acoustic version on you tube.the one with the mini orchestra behind.superb.check out their original video too.super cool.and allowance just rolled in *kallang wave*

so today is already friday.gawd i need to go out.maybe starbucks session tomorrow.furthermore the christmas lightings are still on.why not enjoy the night in town.so thats about it this time.till the next post arrives.messemua messemua.

2006-12-14T07:54:00.000-08:00

" she must know "

so it has already come.what you may ask?a question not to be left wandering on helpless minds.holiday lah bodo.haha.actually not officially la but hey.its official for me.and as the infamous shao kang quoted ''let the games begin!" sEmBaRaNg..

lols.so okaay.this week was fine.school was relaxed like a breeze.haha.only had role play to be done and it was.simple.wfa test was.erm.kinda like a humid passing breeze.lols.unpleasant in a way.i dont know what im saying lah.okay okay.next paragraph

and today is thursday.woke up beautifully at 3.and it was raining.nice.went out to author my jeans and buy some wax.after that went to meet the boys.somewhat useless meet up.and now its night already.haha.so tomorrow is already friday.got prayers.ok.gotta wake up at 12.kinda planned with the others to go vivo city.gonna buy flip flops and another tee.im also searching for that vanilla scent body shop perfume.mum's giving allowance tomorrow.soo.spend laa.and dad is getting his bonus tomorrow.oohh la la

aside the school week.the weekend was great.on saturday went suntec city to buy new shades.heh heh.and yes.a big black one.on sunday?didnt go anywhere.stayed home.and monday went out again.to marina and bugis.bought myself a pair of jeans and a crew neck tee.nice.walked towards beach road.sat by the road for a while and went home.a very productive day.

that was the past week.next week's gonna be cool.this saturday am going johor for a wedding.mum's renting that hyundai matrix.just my dad.mum and me.and the whole lot of kampung girls.lols.and the classmates going sentosa this coming tuesday.aite aite.il be there.for the rest of next week.its unplanned for.prolly gonna be working for a few days.get me some bucks.hadi is lending me his ipod for the week since he's going taiwan.

thats gonna be all for this update.its nearing 1 am.gonna go sleep.mcr is on tv.haha.aites that all for now.till next time.

2006-12-08T08:41:00.000-08:00

Don't stray don't ever go away
i should be much too smart for this
you know it gets the better of me sometimes
when you and i collide
i fall into and ocean of you
pull me out in time
don't let me drown
let me down
i say its all because of you
and here i go losing my control
i'm practising your name
so i can say it to your face
it doesn't seem right to look you in the eye
and let all the things you mean to me
come tumbling out my mouth
indeed its time
tell you why i say its infinately true
say you'll stay
don't come and go like you do
sway my way yeah i need to know
all about you
and there's no cure
and no way to be sure
why everythings turned inside out
instilling so much doubt
it makes me so tired i feel so uninspired
my head is battling with my heart
my logic has been torn apart
and now it all turns sour
come sweeten every afternoon
say you'll stay dont come and go
like you do
sway my way
yeah i need to know all about you
its all because of you

2006-12-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

. to make up your own ending .

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY HAFIZ BIN ISMAIL!haha.i am now in my sweet seventeen.the last year of being a juvenile.so some might say i should enjoy this year the most.but clubs are strictly 18 and above.looks like i have to indulge in less sinful.minor pleasures.like bicycling.

haha.soo ya.actually my birthday was yesterday.4th of december.soo too bad it fell on a monday.school day.so came to school and it was bcm class.just as i thought.the whole class was acknowledged of my birthday by the gang.birthday song *smiles*

and i definitely was surprised by how many people came up to me and shaked my hand to wish me.haha.okay.enough of that.so today is tuesday.school day.started at 2.ohh the best day of the 5 days.had a super nice sleep.dreamt something really strange.haha.i dreamt i was in malaysia inside a supermarket.and this loving gay was chasing me.apparently he wanted to love me.i was running up and down aisle's.and get this.i always dream of running out of momentum.weird.and frustrating.okay.so went to etp class.was in a good mood.everything started well.ate breakfast.went out with a ciggarette.but the watson's girl wasnt there today.lawa la.haha.but the 7-11 girl was.lalala

and etp.as you know.is always a stress free class.haha.no work needed.so after class went cafe 1 to eat.lah was dieting.heh heh.din was digging it.we sat there till nearing 6.haha.the longest we ever sat in there.ibrahim and devi was talking about religion.after that we were also dragged into the topic.haha.and i saw anjing laut today.lucky he didnt stop me or anything.i think he didnt notice me or my hair or my slip on's.haha.good good.so came home and i was alone.nothing better than being alone with the laptop.haha.dont get ideas gundu's.

and yesterday.after school.i thought of going out la.hey.its my day.so msg'd jazli and dumbass suggested esplanade.that's the kingdom of mats.so i suggested sitting at starbucks and he suggested the one beside hard rock cafe.and so we went.me and 4 other guys.and mocha frappucino is nicer than chocolate frappucino.lesson learnt.and an eurasian girl was eyeing our table.haha.so we slacked till late.and went home.and we are one step closer to the changi chalet.

and sunday?me and a couple of guys went changi for breakfast.lols.was my idea.i kinda said that we were always going out at night.why not for a change.go breakfast together.haha.i told them to get ready by 8.lols.so met up at 9 plus.ate and drank.and walked.sat at this kinda wooden passageway.somewhere inside the aloha bungalows.and there was a seat facing the sea.so sat for a while.nice place.but its difinitely gonna be a different scene at night.cause there's tree's.ok change subject.after changi.we went hadi's crib.slack til 5 plus and headed home.cool day.

on saturday?haha.had to go to school for the carl lewis thingy.cause he came to ite simei for a motivationnal talk.and we had to become helpers.so saw the olympic athlete.okay.i think eva longoria would have been better.or nicole scherzinger.or sophie moone.ok.so the day was short la.nothing much happened.

and on friday.i didnt go to school.haha!malass.sorry to mas.i said i was going.haha.but i think she didnt mind.after all i did accompany her to buy her slipper's.heh heh heh.so basically last week.was like a malas week for me.i was like sick.my right feet was covered with blisters.but now i am already okay.no longer sick :)) all healthy.and i finally drew that japanese devil that i was so admiring.i saw the devil in art class/springfield.i wanted to draw it as part of my art o'level prep work.but i didnt.so the other day.i drew it.haha.am so satisfied with it.ok.enough about that.

so am currently loaded with birthday money.i wanna shop.fcuk the psp.it can wait.i wanna buy other things.like that damn jazz pallas (din!!lah!!bila?) that topman collared shirt.a plain bermudas.the one without any side bags.maybe quiksilver has them.and specs.preferably a big and black one.and slippers.praias?maybe.well probably just a plain white one from flash and splash.and were ready to go phuket.haha.i wish.but it would be great if we could go phuket or bali or bintan.a beach resort.would definitely be paradise.a lil expensive?batam then.haha.just minus out the paradise beach.but add in the paradise red light district.haha.nooo.kidding only.i must stick to my less sinful.minor indulgence.lols.

aites so tomorrow is wednesday.class starts at 9.dammit.gonna be having fof practical.lets finish up all these damn tests and get it on with the holiday.so yes.a week left to holidays.12 days to be exact.guys?any plans?chalets?come on.make this one a happening holiday.aites.so its 12.30 am.i need to get my sleep.so till next time.au revoir

2006-11-21T07:11:00.000-08:00

" and sometime's you close your eye's just to escape reality "

ive got a cold.my nose is forever sniffling.my throat's dry and my head is throbbing.i think din passed me his flu.or was it my brother.i think din!bonos!haha..no laa.i accept sickness as part and parcell of life *sneeze*

okay so today is tuesday.school day.class was suppossedly to have started at 12.i woke up at 12.30 and no one was at home.mum went for breakfast with auntie.how i wish i could have joined them.so aniways.bathed and got ready.made myself breakfast.read the paper.and finally went off.and dammit.i hate waiting for the bus at noon.its really humid.

so okay reached school nearing to 2pm.turned out that the 12 o'clock class was cancelled.lols.so came in for entrepreneurship.best module of all.so went online and surf2.and yaa.just remembered.i wanna get the chords for true by ryan cabrera.so aniway..after school.din and lah went tampines..aku balik sorang.sampai hati.aha.ok so i actually went pasir ris to meet jazli jonet.we went changi to check out the aloha bungalow that we are supposedly wanting to book.so took a 20 minutes walk to reach the bungalow.its the fairy point chalet 2.its damn big.and its at the far end.one thing thats cool is that we have a small jetti all to ourselves.okay.dont wanna talk so much bout it.we havent even booked it.and the security guard gave us some important pointers to have a safe stay.jeng jeng jeng jeng.tenqiu.

okay so that was today.yesterday which was monday.erm.ohh ya.class started at 9.came in at 10 for bcm.had to present my croc's presentation.teacher said im a 'shy guy' haha.after school headed home.bathed.changed and went to meet the guys at kembangan.rahimah's coffee shop.so sat there till 9 plus.bought mum ayam penyet that she asked for.ok.that was monday.

okaaay.so on the weekend?haha.lets start with sunday.so sunday me/mas/din/lah went to town.met mas at bedok.hahaha.made her wait.so met her at 7 plus.went to meet lah and din outside raffles city shopping centre.so they went long john first.makan lah korang.then proceeded boat quay or was it clarke quay?i think boat quay.lols.went sahara.sheesha time.their sheesha are the most smooth.seriously.18 bucks and worth it.after that walked to city hall mrt.on the way we took pics.some turned out quite nice.so too bad the night had to end.

and on saturday *thinking* if im not wrong i didnt went anywhere on that day.haha.i stayed at home laa.okay.i think i need brand's essence of berries to revitalise my memory.not the chicken essence ehh.that one is a torture to swallow.

and i just realised that 90% of my paragraphs start with an "okaay" lols.quick updates?im limping due to my torn blister on the sole of my right foot.to make things worse.i stepped on something just now after school.it was like the dried grass stem.and because those nike slip on's had horizontal spaces.the stem went right through and hit exactly the spot.oooohh.dumb stem.so tomorrow class starts at 9.im sick.somebody be my panadol.lols.and someone says that he'll pay me on sunday.emm.wanna shop?what to buy?what to buy?jazz pallas?short sleeve collared shirt?shades?or should i not spend.may god guide me in this decision making.

and i had this very weird dream last night.i dreamt that i had a twin (i wonder why.lols) and that we loved the same girl.there was this part where i grabbed her hand.warm feeling.lalalala.then dont know what happened.ended up me and my twin were shooting balls at this drug addict's stomach to make him blow up.and i remembered that the dream started off at a jetti.i was going to thailand for a 7 night stay at a chalet.i only told my mum via sms just before boarding the ferry.and i told her i was gonna come back home every night.all through out the dream i always had the 'im lost' feeling.weird.

okay.gonna be searching for the tabs now and il end this post here.as the saying goes 'chalo bete'

2006-11-14T06:41:00.000-08:00

" i close my eyes and all i see i you"

my ohh my.lots of things happened.need to blog about all of em.haha and so lets start with friday.okay.nothing happened on friday.oh wait.friday night i went kembangan.erm.rahimah coffee shop.my favourite hangout place.lols

so on saturday.i went raya'ing.so it started off on a wrong note la.so that was a messed up day.and on sunday.woke up at 2 plus.was actually planning to meet the boys at town.but change of plan.haha.i went to mas place first.open house.lols.soo got ready and off i went.took the bus 24 all the way to ang mo kio.passed by a whole lot of places i havent even been to before.and i thought that the mrt depot was a cool place.didnt know why.just kinda caught me.

and reached mas place at 7.so not the right time.i mean.i didnt know where her house unit was.so klua lift i went up the mid staircase.wrong.so went down to 6.took the far right staircase.wrong again.and then it sruck.im all alone at this corridor at 7 pm.and i have to walk all the way to the far left of the corridor.to my left is the ever so friendly looking tree's.haha!so reach mas place only.saw 2 makciks.mel.and mas's kak sedare.sit2.watch tv and then ate.all i heard was "tambah.tambah.tambah.tambah" and "ala malu.ala malu.ala malu.ala malu" hahaha

and ya.before eating three of mas & mel's frens came.here's a scene.

helpfullguy :hafiz isap rokok?
me :*nods*
helpfullguy :umur 17 isap rokok ehh.kene tangkap nanti

so then we made our move.i took 162 to meet up with din and the rest.and i thought i was lost for a minute.ok.maybe 10 minutes.haha.and was i happy to see orchard road.aha.and must i say.the christmas lightings is fabulous.who wants to join me on a late night stroll along orchard road?ring me up.id be glad to.

so met up din.lah.razip.azli and irfan at esplanade.and they got fourskin backpacks.damn it.im jealous.dinziplah.birthday aku nak dekat.kasi aku je la..haha.ok so on monday.came to school late.haha.then they all wanted to go town and watch step up.haha.mcm setan eh.so everybody went home first and met up at 3 at orchard.met with fir at bedok int..the proceeded to town.met up and then off we went to plaza singapura.we walked all the way.haha.fun though.bought two popcorns 3 drinks and one cheese nacho's.and btw the cheese nachos were nice.i want some more.

so step up was quite okay.mario should shave his moustache.haha.and in the movie.mario's girlfriend is hot.forgot her name.lols.and after movie.razip went off.we all went to far east to makan at cahaya.seafood rice hotplate.nice.and the fried wanton din blanja'ed us.haha.after dinner.went to the balcony area.turned on extacy and it was a mini zouk out.haha.and i swear that extacy song is addictive.okay.so after that we jalan2 sekejap.take2 pictures.and then headed home.haha.fun evening.even though it was a school day.

and so today is tuesday.had CPR practice session today.tomorrow is the real deal.hope il do good.okay la.i need to sleep la.tomorrow class starts at 9.and yaa i already bought that g-shock watch.haha!same colour as lah's.khaki green.i so love it.and today was my first ever scratch on it.i was like walking past a bustop when this makcik who was infront of me suddenly moved to the right to see the bus services sign board.so i instinctively moved away from her quickly or we would have banged each other.but then.my watch scraped those bustop boulders.those with yellow heads.and ohh my.i could hear it scraping against it.alalala.luckily there wasnt any damage done.though the scrape sounded so violent.phew.

ok2.got to go already.my neck is hurting.need to sleep.see you next time.till then.benny outs.

" go ahead.seize the moment "

2006-11-05T06:17:00.000-08:00

" save your eyes,from your tears cause when this world's insincere,you'll be safe here "

rivermaya's you'll be safe here.nice meaningful love song.aha.so aniways.that pic was at suntec city area.turned out quite nice.lights.night.perfection.

okay so today is sunday.sundays always suck.for the whole day your mind will always be repeating "besok skola.besok skola.besok skola" haha.so today woke up at 3 pm.someone switched off the air-con.blazababa.

okay so i planned today to go town again.but since i woke up late and damn lontongs seemed reluctant.so i say nevermind.i wanted to buy a watch.cause the other day.saw the everlast watch.white and large screen.looked nice and cost 85 bucks.wanted to buy but i thought i should survey first.who knows.there are nicer ones.so help me guys.i need a watch.and that g-shock watch at vivo city was super lawa.cost 300 plus.haha!kalau duit berterabuh kat lantai rumah.bole la beli..

so on saturday erm.oh ya.saturday went jalan raya with family.so woke up at 1.mum asked to proceed serangoon.ohh my.she was already there.so i had to go all alone.siap2.then took bus 25.quite a long trip.so when reached hougang there..i was quite sure i overshot where i was supposed to stop.haha!so i went down.was already walking up the overhead bridge.to take 25 on the other side when i saw colourful large mirrors.haha.then i remembered.it was the cc.that means.i didnt overshot.so finally reached uncle's house.makan2.quite crowded seh.so then lil cuzzes play damn noisy sparklers.those that whistle.wah.so after that went to other peoples houses laa.naik lorry.very fun but tiring.then reached home at 11 plus.

that was saturday.on friday.morning had school.erm.so at afasah's class.must change to slua romen(romance) damn it.so after school.we went vivo city!haha.very sporting friends i have.so my ez link was left with 50 cents.so had to selit with din.or was it lah?haha..either one of them la..then when exiting i got slammed with the damn thing.bastero.so before jalan2 kita pegi makan at banquet.haha.after that then jalan2.then they all went home.i went to city hall.haha.went to marina square.then to suntec.bought that topman long sleeve shirt.59 bucks.nice.then met up with een.aris and jaz.so they wanted to go meet hadi who was at bungee bar.which was at boat quay or clarke.i forgot.had to walk all the way.then went home.highlight of the day?me shopping alone.and some parts of vivo city'ing.the rest?tiring

okay.so tomorrow is monday.school day.class starts at 8 right?i think il be late.cause my wax is finished.so got to wait till shops open.buy wax.then go to school.and tomoro.no slua romen.im bringing my long black pants.haha.only to afasah's class.so till next time ehh.

. benny outs .

2006-10-28T05:39:00.000-07:00

. my world was blurred by you .

and no.thats not taufik batisah.teu teu teu.but first and for most.hari raya fever is in.yes yes.one month of fasting finally worth it.okay no.one month minus 1-2 days.okay maybe 3 days.haha.i love hari raya.

so.i dont know where to start.lots of things happened past few weeks.ok.lets start with yesterday.okay.so yesterday was a big day.went jalan2 raya with 'g-bong'2.haha.met up at 11 at bedok reservoir.the starting line to a whole day of house hunting.fun day overall.a very tiring day.went to 11 houses.last house was at tampines.and was coming to 1am.well.not that were so inconsiderate.actually she invited us up.skali rumah no people.she alone.us the whole lot of guys.uh oh uh oh.haha.nothing happened.

finally ended the day at 2am.took a cab home with een.stopped at bedok reservoir condo and walked home.reached home at 3 plus and slept.what do you expect.i walked for more than half a day with heels.capal heels.can die u know.

and i lost my shades!damn it.it was on thursday.when i went to school for awhile to pay my term fees.then joined the gang.went tampines.sit2 for awhile.then go home.i think i acidentally dropped it in the bus or somewhere.i dont knooooow.alaa.i love'd those shades.but nvm.temporarily im using the one in the pic.my fren's one.hehe.well.i originally bought those shades actually.at suntec.then somehow i didnt think it suited my face well.soo.traded laa.now.its with me once again.haha.funny.

okay so.today.woke up at 1 like dat.then found out that my aunt was at my home.bathed.watched ganyut.haha.funny movie.then at 4 we all went out.raya laa.haha.today was a 'puas hati' day.i went to only 2 houses.and i got 40 bucks.love sama my uncle's and aunties.haha.

tomorrow.suspect not going out.but id be happy if anybody would ask me out.haha.dad's going off to malaysia.visiting some atuk.mum's sick -__-" somebody ask me out please.

so finally.quick updates.i found my torn faded jeans in the store room.with my one month old ciggarettes in it.haha.school's starting to give out projects.stress is on its way.and the pa mates have yet to jalan raya together.when?when?when?faster can?haha.and im rich temporarily.trying to make the best out of this festive season.

so im leaving you again.till next time.i am still atomic benny.

2006-10-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

' took your soul out into the night '

ok so get this.i simply love roaming around town area in the night.everything seems softer to the eyes.lights and sounds.like getting lost for awhile but your not really trying to find your way out.just exploring whats behind every wall.and time flies slower to your advantage.

been sick past few days.flem filling up the nose.throats sore.walao.but i guess its gonna go away in a few days.didnt sleep last night.watched tv.and mtv is fcuking boring in the wee morning.you get to see oldies like tina turner.haha.and destiny child when they were a foursome.

and remember how my mates and i were attacked by oranges the other day.yesterday was more interesting.we were attacked by beer bottles.at the same playground.first bottle was kinda far.the second bottle came extremely close.bastard.stil dunno which house threw it.stood there staring at the block for dunno how long.haha.damn fella wouldnt come out.wanna see what's gonna be thrown next.

so finally played checkers with lighters.hahaha.how bored can one be.so yes.hari raya getting nearer.i was thinking of a new phone.was thinking of getting an n80.n73's camera is damn good.a 3.2 megapixel carl zeiss tessar lenses.when something is being named with that many words.you know its good.but then the n80 has wifi.that means wireless internet surf.hehe.

ya ya ya.cant wait to go raya jalan-ing.all the baju kurong's.the kebaya's.the lampu lap lips.not forgetting the forced drinking of sweet soda's.haha.

oooh.and the other day i went with the old mates to break fast at maks place.and guess who i bumped into.hahaha.razip and the gang.haha.they sat right beside our table.and my seafood hor fun was super late.i started eating when everyone else just finished.blady mama's.so after eating.went to al-lazzagh.i suggested shisha.and so we did.got the upper room.ordered 3 bottles.and double apple mint is super nice.grape mint sucks.then ended the day dropping by the suria raya carnival.haha.its damn small.geylang is still the better bazaar.and their dendeng sucks too.dumb.

okay.its 45 minutes left to breaking of fast.gotta give a helping hand in the kitchen.and thursday's buka luar jadi ke?keep me updated duud's.tata

2006-10-03T23:10:00.000-07:00

"all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes
they're all i can see"

chasing cars-snow patrol

yes.thats the song that johnathan leong sang in the finals.nice?nice..nice?yess..nice..so right now.its 2.45pm.am fasting.and my throat is being a bitch.its itchy.shit shitty shit.

so fasting has been easy so far.haha.i didnt expect for myself to do this good.haha.gud gud gud.soo.lots of things happened past few weeks.like err..highlighted my hair finally.haha.its quite nice.cant deny its very mat'ty.but i make it look good.

and the other day.saturday right.erm met with mas.razip.din.lah.susu.eyla.and some other silat dudes.break fast at geylang.damn pack okay.then suddenly khairul anwar joined our table.what the.so i kinda sat beside the uncle.haha..mcm paham.so then walked the bazaar.okay2 la.and the dendeng was great.prolly going geylang again this coming friday.ooh ooh.viva la bam is on mtv right now.

so every night.always hang out with een and hadi.and yesterday.very interesting.we were attacked by oranges from some low life ass.suspected from the 7th storey and above.the first orange was kinda off range.then the 2nd orange fell directly beside me.gonna fcuk the culprit upside down if i catch him.stand by.so went home at 3am plus.saw a bunch of police sitting at a coffee shop drinking coffee and talking.haha.not everyday you see this.

ok.so got the exam results already.haha.damn gabra.skali i got one A one B one C one satisfactory.haha.and got 3.059 for my gpa points.thats one burden off my shoulder.school is starting soon.most importantly.hari raya is coming soon too.haha.

so tonight.probably gonna stay home.ciggies finished laa.nvm.buying a pack this friday.and talking about buying things.the other day dad bought another guitar.ashton acoustic.add another one to the family.yessah.okay la.going off.need to go kfc later on.tataa

"if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget
the world"

2006-09-20T21:35:00.000-07:00

. okay go .

" you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i don't want to go home right now
and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later it's over
i just don't want to miss you tonight "

alright.thought id put up iris by goo goo dolls lyrics.nice nice song.puts you in the mood where you just want to glaze at the stars.and smoke.well.that is if its my case.

and talking about smoking.mum just threw my pack away.must have been like 6 or 7 sticks left.must i explain to her that a pack does'nt cost 2,3 dollars.but 10 unwilling dollars.seems like everybody is trying to restrain me from enjoying life.especially big boss up there.well..tell you what.ignorance is a bliss.

aniways.holidays just started.mine started off a lil rough.but il live.soo last saturday or sunday.asked mum for my allowance.and called up 2 of my most reliable bodyguards.kuang kuang kuang.haha.so told them i wanted to shop.met up.agreed on going to queensway since hadi told me that its like the shopping mall for footwear.and indeed it was.surveyed a bit.and finally bought my nike slip on sandals.t90 slide mens.mexico edt.then ate at mc's.finally walked by the road with them.talked.finally sat on a railing.watching the night pass by.ive grown to realise that i love the night.and ive learned to embrace it.too bad the only thing restricting is the last bus.hahaha.

soo.yesterday.i had planned to chill out at masjid sultan area.called up.finally 5 ppl agreed.heheh.soo met up at bedok mrt and i just dont understand how someone who lives at bedok reservoir and at least 7 bustops away can call me up using his house phone and ask me to hurry up and not be late.why not i push you onto a highway and burn your parents?wouldnt that be fun?fag fag fag..

so met up at bedok mrt entrance.den while waiting for them to finish smoking.saw sri from a distance.haha.shouted at her..then talk awhile.she was heading somewhere to 'panjat' just because she's bored at home.haha.so then proceeded to bugis street.anis and fiq fiq blady pig bought a backpack each.and while walking through the busy cramped lanes.saw nurul maideen.anis said she was with gayle nerva.i only noticed nurul.so said loudly beside her "dekni mcm aku kenal la" and fag anis shouted "aku tak kenal lah!" haha.shitty shit..so after enough brushing against peoples sweaty shirts.then went to masjid sultan lane.searched for a cafe to chill.looked at mosi cafe.skali the kedai punyelah unconvincing.there was only one fella sitting there.and the lady in charge looked sooo unwilling.then finally went to al-lazzag.sat on the carpet and cushions.ordered drinks first.couple of minutes later then order sheesha.haha.apple mint.and please.when smoking sheesha dont go blow the smoke slowly while posing for your hp camera or better still.take videos of yourself smoking it.doesnt that immediately puts a huge flashing neon sign "BUDAK JAKON" on your forehead for all to see.please keep up with the pace.

so them guys wanted to rush off to eat..damn..they dont know how to chill out..went to beach road.ate.sat outside for awhile.then proceeded home.and i totally hate people who try hard to be funny infront of girls.like you start acting different when in presence of girls.its obvious your trying too hard.dumb la..

okay.so quick update.my brother's gonna come home tonight from his 1st week of ns.may he be jealous of my new nike sandals.haha.and this sturday.im planning on going to the salon and get my highlights done.but im still thinking whether to pun white blonde higlights on black hair or on brown hazelnut hair?not sure.but whatever it is.im getting higlights.and a new t shirt.and im thinking of working this fasting month.most probably as a mover with een.but then i told him kalau kerja as mover.confirm kite nye fasting switch on off.then.a simple reply "sembaraaaang" haha.my most favourite word.so this fasting month is sure to pass by fast.then hari raya will come.talking of hari raya.yesterday the bus home passed by the hari raya lights.oh so nice.

sooo.its been a while since ive heard from mas and ajib.lets go out la.miss you guys.ok so its 1 pm now.still got another 11 hours left for this day.what to do.what to do.so.till next time.benny outs.

. ooh la la .

2006-09-11T08:37:00.000-07:00

. benny sherman .

haha.i think im gonna start doing this.place a pic in every post.so how?like my benny sherman?hahaha.dont sue me ben.ahaha.i support your cause you know *hee*

so today is monday.the start of the week.and the start of the exams.so just now we did the business fundamentals paper.lucky for me i already read the book like 4 times over during the weekends.so i answered the questions steadily.stuck only at the SMEs part.dumbi dumbo.and at the start of the paper i gabra already over something..haha.lucky it all went smoothly.

apart from trying to memorize every word written in the bfd book.i spent my weekend with my beloved cousin.mumsie brought her over our house on friday.its been long since she slept over.so.friday night.msg'd hadi and asked him to come down bedok to study with me at mcdonalds.haha.met him at 12 plus.studied until 5.then while sitting outside the restaurant smoking.some delivery guys sat beside us.talking about some suria actor riding a scrambler in hot pants.blady guys.so after that went home and slept.woke up on saturday morning.went to breakfast at bedok central food market with parents and cousin.and bloody aunty.i asked for 'sotong' and she gave me 'limpa'..limpa is the cows liver or wat lah.some part of the cow.i not sure.aunty..'so-tong'..'lim-pa'..two very distinguishable words.so after breakfast.went to shop n save.i love shop n save.its been the same since i was small.maybe a few changes here and there.but still.its always pleasant to buy things there.

and at the cashier.one old aunty was holding up the queue.only when told the final price then did she open her purse to get the money.not only that.she gave 15 bucks.she had to pay 15 plus.then the cashier asked her to pay a few more cents in chinese.the aunty just stood there with the most blur face you could imagine of.then the cashier like scolded her in chinese.maybe it was something like "aiya auntie.faster lah give *the amount* lah.see la the queue very long faster pay.aiyaaaaa" somehow i felt sorry for the old aunty.and i saw this month's fhm edition.its the girls of fhm edition.the cover page is...erm..horny..haha.wanna buy?wanna buy?i dowan.but i wanna borrow *grins*

then on that late evening.i went to meet een.haris.hadi.proceeded to beach road after dunno where to go.went to matiin's house.ajak him go eat.and i ate the mee goreng mama.the red red one.and i asked for 'basah' cos if you ask for basah.they will pour some of the sup tulang sup on your mee.waaah.damn.and i saw that girl.chemad and razip always call her the brazil girl ar.soccerbabe?i think la.the white2 one.sat across our table.after dinner.went to esplanade.damn lots of trendy wankers.all the striped shirts.bob'd hair.blady irritating.and some 'belom naik' groups.and while walking by the bay.suddenly saw fadzilla.calling my name.haha.she was with her friends.had a small chat and said bye.so then lazed at the water breaker.gave the puzzle riddles.like the around the world in 80 days.and other games similar to that.then the group beside ours was making a scene.giving 'birthday bash' and shouting the ever so 'secondary schoolish mat2 kental' phrase "yo ei sah" come to think of it.ive never been given the bash in my sec. sch days.bashed ppl yes.haha.onced i went to a birthday pit.they gave this guy a bash.seemed so violent.this guy was kicked in the head so hard by this other guy who even had the time to run abit to give him a little accelleration to his kick.poor guy.

finally we proceeded home when we realised the place was crawling with sea cockroaches because the water level was rising.thus the damn cockroaches seek higher ground.i hate cockroaches.so we walked by boat quay.took the train at raffles.blasted guys.never fail to irritate other ppl.so before heading home.bought two cans of drinks.damn thirsty.why do i tell you this?cause its my blog.ha ha ha.so on sunday.woke up at 1-2 like dat.bathed.studied for awhile.then played monopoly with cousin.since she insisted on playing.haha.the last time i played monopoly was in sec 1 or primary 6.so cousin got bankrupt cause she landed on my property a lot of times.hahaha.

so after that.helped mum do the 1000 pieces puzzle.she seems so engrossed in it.haha.then at 7 plus.sent cousin back home to choa chu kang.took dad's lorry.i always love riding the lorry.especially at town area.or the expresway.so i was just dreaming about my rxk.how its gonna look like.and how il be riding it on the expressway.hehe.then i see inconsiderate motocyclist speeding through.zig zagging.its a no-no for me.ride safe dumb shit.so finally sent her.sad la now..no one to talk chinese crap to.cause her father's chinese.can talk chinese with her.sumore my brother's gone for national service.normally at this time.he'd just be reaching home.giving me that face while im busy surfing the net.dumb guy.funny how im using alot of the word 'dumb' in this post.haha.

so just now.i just made tears on my jeans.using a rock i brought home from the esplanade water breaker.hahaha..seems..erm.rugged.lols.and i need a black v neck tee.the one i have now is a lil too big.the collar and all.hee.so okay gtg now.hadi and een already waiting for me somewhere at the interchange.gonna go study again tonight.damn iss.so till then benny outs.

. london bridge is falling down .

2006-09-05T09:41:00.000-07:00

. atomic benny x 3 .

ooooh oooh.i just watched channel 5's 'stories of love anthology series' and omg.carla dunareanu was acting.hee!she is soo cute.

haaaa!one hectic week.dunno where to start off.so the other day.friday or saturday.cant remember.i think it was saturday.haha.went to meet razif mas and frens at plaza singapura.since mas was pleading.haha.cian kau.so we went to marina square.since they wanted to eat.but mas and me had other plans.haha.shopping la.i was searching for the nike slip on's.but mas brought me to ripcurl then to quicksilver.saw this $27 wallet.nice laa.i also was in need of a new wallet.but was like thinking twice.so went to other shops.topman.got wallets also.but soo not nice.like the leather2 ones.den.i said "mas.naik balik quicksilver.aku nak beli tu wallet ar." haha!yup2.went to buy it.

and guess what.the shop was on a 30% discount storewide.haha.ended up paying 18.90 for the wallet.heeee!then mas bought a skirt from little match girl.haha.made razif and the rest wait for us.macam raja.helmy mcm paham called us up telling us to hurry.budak2 penat la.dun bedek la.so after that had to part with them.went to meet jazli and the rest at kembangan.new hot spot for us.the rahimah coffee shop.beside the small mosque.its a nice cool environment there.secluded and not that busy.probably going there again this friday.but i suggested bedok corner.see la how.

then yesterday had the ofa ca3 ms-access.haha.i just did what i could.donno if i syiok sendiri ar.do anyhow.haha.hope for the best.just now got the iss results.i got 63.damn.wished i got higher.but nevermind.must do better in the final exam.must study and not waste time blogging.hahaha.naah.

and i still cant stop thinking of carla dunareanu.lols!

so just now after school.went home.got ready and then went jamming with black (official bassist) razip (official singer) dan ( official rhythmist) me (official lead guitar) we have yet to find the official drummer.and helmy was there just now.hahaha!wat the hell is wrong with him nowadays?did someone beat him up?or did he saw a kakak?ya.there are ppl who go biol after seeing kakak's.stories from security packiks.but still..dunno wats wrong with helmy.he keeps asking about joakim and keeps telling us that he wants to perform with him.then just now after jamming he was like "nervous sia aku..sialla..nervous sia.performing.kau tak nervous ke" kesian.but overall.just now's jamming was not that great.got a stupid gadget.heavy metal.stupid.metalzone is still my pick.so just had to play with the stupid effect.next time get me metal zone please.and my left shoulder hurts like hell.the guitar was sumhow heavier than normal.hahaha.

so that was the weekend and that one friday.haha.so 2moro no ofa i hear.wee!and pie is gonna be screening shrek 2.i have to attend la.my attendance rabak.but stil.i get to watch a movie.haha while the others will be sleeping like pigs at home.i have to wake up early.bastardo!and that is if i can resist the temptation of going back to sleep.and its already past my 'wake up early sleeping zone' which is at 10pm.if i wanna wake up early.i gotta sleep at latest at 10pm..then can i wake up early.now its 1.wish me luck.and carla dunareanu is still in my head.haha.come with me in my dreams oh carla.lols

. benny outs with carla dunareanu in mind .

2006-08-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

. atomic-ly us .

OoOoh..great weekend haha.well spent :)) thanks to my beloved friends..so on that fateful saturday night which we had planned on friday.me razip mas and azli went exploring at pasir ris park.so met up mas and zip at mcdonalds then waited for azli at the mrt steps.and then i saw haris.haha!so long never met..chatted for awhile.but the last train had to go so early.too bad.

so then ah-toy byk hogah..we proceeded to the park first.sit by the ever so windy park (im being sarcastic) and play old school pop songs.haha.a1 was there..backstreet boys..sang loudly by the beach.so azli came.we proceeded.next stop "swamp" haha.the entrance is 10 times more eerie than inside.but still.the inside is 10 times more eerie than the entire park.get it?good.but nothing happened.after that we sat at a pondok.just laze around.ajip and mas going crazy over gas.the night was so cool.then out of the blue a group of tudung'ed makciks and some pakciks came out of the swamp.haha.they were searching for sarip dol.haha!turns out one of them knew ajip and azli and mas.weird family outing.so last,went home by cab after being dissappointed at cheers and at mcdonalds. stupid. i wanted chilli crab cup noodle okay!

so the next day.woke up late.haha.of course la..erm.then mas called me up.asked me to go esplanade.waaah.then she said razip was there and that din & lah was coming later.soo..just go lah.and at that point of time i was one hell of a gastric pain.in the train i was sweating and slouching due to the crackling in the stomach.tau tak korang?haha..aku "j" tau..aku unreplaceable.he he he.so they told me to meet them at sahara.was lost for 3 minutes or so.then reached sahara.there was mas's sedare.so then din and lah came.din go join zip and mas in gas.lah and i just chilled.took pictures..the journey home was fun.lots of pics taken at the subway underpass.cool night.

and so the next day.had school.came in at break time..just in time for ofa.1 hr of useless computer usage.and we were off for the trip to oshland at kim seng road.excursions always gets me excited.so reached 'oshland' had to sit at the canteen first la.wait for few minutes.take pics with mas's ever so useful 2.0 megapix camera phone.turns out the trip was to educate us on safety at work.waste of time la.but the pic's taking was fun.it always is.then we had to go home ourselves.so cruel.we headed town to eat then went topman.and then headed home.tiring day.

so now im at home.just returned from outing with the guys.we went to springfield sec.so the first person we acknowledged was mr.singh.fun fun fun dude.he was the coolest among the teachers.then we talked crap with the science department helper of some sort.laughed at him so loud sia.and then..for the finale..met mrs.johari..oOoOoOh.she is one seductive teacher.yummy. after that went to afghan.stoopid.no ciggarettes sold.then went expo to see the omex fair. tried out the osim wobbling board thingy.you stand on the board and it wobbles. and at full speed, you can actually feel your knees moving.haha!disturbed alot of innocent passer by and that sportslink sale is a dissappointment.stupid stuff were sold. and im still searching for that nike slip on's flip flops.a white one preferably. gonna go suntec tomorrow to find them.yeepi.bought myself a tub of wax (im using alot nowadays.why oh why) and a tee.and bought mumsie and daddy ramly burgers.haha.eat your heart out :)) im such a filial son.

errmms.so just now was the iss ca3 paper. i think it was okay. could answer all but got stuck in a couple of questions.the day before.went to study at expo with mel mas and fir.sat at coffee bean took down notes and all.then talked about some 'hot' topics.haha.then mas had to go off.but before that i suggested we took pictures at one of the art display (my art nicer lah) then ate at B.K..smoked..then found a nice quiet spot.hidden from the hustle and bustle.with tables and chairs.soo continued with the notes.then finally i couldnt take it lah.nothing was going into my head anymore.suggested for a rest.haha!so talk2 again.talked about the k.l trip.how fun it is gonna be.who's sleeping with who.what to buy.where to go.mel disagreed on some of the decisions made.concerning someone who's name rhymes with kelmy.you know.kelmy.that sports brand.hahaha!ended up heading home at 9.30 or so.while walking to the bustop.the urge to shit came laah.haha.sooo..no choice lar..had to go to school.and i had to go to the toilet near the stadium one.scary sia.lucky i fast game'd.not the time sia if hantu come kacau me.and thanks to mel lar ehh.for giving me that vivid description of a kakak sitting on the staircase.hish! it started when i said..

me : aku lebih rela naik tangga dari naik lift sia..
mel: asal lak?
me : nanti pintu lift bukak.teu teu.die klua kat depan?lau tangga leh gostan..lift mane kau nak gostan?
mel: ah nanti lau kau naik tangga.die nga dudok?
me : (didn't understand for like 2 seconds then the thought came) MEL!!!

thank you.i went home sweating like a dog going up the stairs.and sumore my corridor hall.there's always one chair.left there.mel's word kept ringing in my head like a catchy song.skali right infront of me.i saw one big tall and dark..green coloured..door.so i open.went inside.bathed and slept.hahaha.

okaay.so devi just msg'd me just now.telling me about the east coast outing tomorrow.i cant go.i doubt lah and din are going.pity her if the outing doesnt happen.and my body is already screaming for the soft fluffy pillows.the cold 18 degree's celcius air con (would rather shiver than sweat) soo.2moro.gonna buy that nike slip on's and ciggarettes.tomorrow were going for dinner too.dinner's are always fun.excited but i gotta sleep now.haha.benny needs to rest.and right now i am having those hiccups where every hiccup makes ur stomach feel like its exhuming hot air up to the heart.WHY OH WHY LAH!NOT THE TIME LA JACK!

. benny outs angry .

2006-08-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

pAnGeEeEsE..heheh

wokies.updating on the weekend.so on saturday,met din.mas.razif at townie..zip was with helmy. irfan.azli.azwan and that other guy.forgot his name la..shit.but nvm!so me.razip.mas and din went to watch 'ghost game'.they got lots of 'terkejut terkejut' like shit sia.make ppl heart rate go up only..but it was scary lah.haha.then got jipang behind us making smart comments.jipang jipang..want to make comments,make sure its really funny.if its not,then keep it to yourself.bodo.

so the movie was about 12 contestants.they get dared to offend spirits and all.finally all of them died.even 'boss berm'!haha!bodo.mas's screams was luckily covered up by the super loud sound effects.hahaha.then after movie we went to esplanade.met up with helmy and the gang.and lah.haha..he was with susu.and then buy steamed corn from the auntie.nice laa..then azli.din.mas.zip & me went to liang court and ate at mcdonalds.then mel met us there.so we headed to phunkbar.booring.then went to cheeky's.also boring.so then din went off to mos,but we didnt follow.went to sit by boat quay.then me and mel went to 7-11.otw there we saw a stairway leading to rooms.then heard a live band playing.so checked it out.looked inside,skali saw middle aged ppl dancing to 'ymca'.haha!hilarious sia..so patah balik,sat by boat quay till 3 am like dat.then headed to the bustop.took the night rider home.

so reached home aje.slept like nobody's business.woke up at 4+ and razip called.ajak lepak tampines..pala otak,tak tau penat ke.haha!so just stayed home lah.the next day school wat.must rest.hehe.so on monday.went to school late of course.missed iss.razif mas and mel din come to school.working.so was kinda boring.

then today.came to school late also.mumsie lah!go and wash my bermudas..then had to find & wear the black hole pants.so went to pie.the teacher talking about bank loans lah.how dangerous it is lah.layankan je la.then had ofa.ms-access is alot easier then excell.i think so la.haha!and mr.william is really useless lah..ppl ask for help.he just repeats the instructions on the book.wat happenned to you lah mr.william.i used to look up to you.haha!!now your useless.shoo shoo..

and earlier on..went to iss.miss faith told us our project grades.we got a C.shit la.i think the report pulled us down.then she was like..

faith : hafiz.so erm.you didnt do as good as the previous ca huh.
me : yala..i nowadays no time for school shit lah.waste of time only.and ok lah.anything talk to my hand lah..(putting my hand up to her face)

haha!no laaaaah.she was like saying how i was one of her potential students.and how she could really see me doing well in iss but i just got to pay more attention in class.really boosted my esteem.thanks.so then the 3 pm iss class was rumoured to be cancelled.so we took it as "cancelled" haha!then otw to the bustop with lah and din..a huge black shiny bumble bee landed on din's shirt.haha!!i was shouting "eh lah!eh sala.din!lebah sial!" haha!kecoh.then with one mighty flick of his finger.the bee splatted on the wall hard but flew away.heheh.funny shit.

so tomorrow.mum asked me to skip school.go hospital and visit aunty.donno laa.whether wana go school or not.dilema dilema.and i want the smartmovie pc converter laaah!how to get??if i have then can put click,nacho libre,american haunting,you got served,tokyo drift and many more movies all inside my hp.then can watch in the bus,train,during break,during class.but 1st must buy 1gb card.then can put all inside.haha.

and we all planning to go KL this september!!haha!so fun!go on a roadtrip.together.just us.smoke cigars.buy fake shoes and watches.i hope i can psycho my mum lar.i know my dad wouldnt mind.i just have to ask my mum at the right time.perfect timing.perfect atmosphere.perfect location.everything must be perfect and it will all be smooth.and i can go to KL!haha..

wokie lah.atomic benny's neck pain already.wanna go and have my beauty sleep.

"and so once again.the day is saved by atomic benny"

2006-08-18T10:07:00.000-07:00

so much better.so so much better.cause its friday night.my favourite night of the week.lols.actually i just woke up la..and its 1 am now.just now i was so tired,just had to sleep first..hadi had to be a pain in the ass..

hadi : hello?
me : hmm..hello..sape ni. (just woken up voice)
hadi : oi.hadi la..aku nant nak amik basikal aku
me : emm..kk..kul brape?
hadi : dlm kul 12 gi2..
me : ah k
hadi : jgn tido tau sial.
me : ah k
hadi : kau gi siap2 ah basikal aku,gi pump smua.
me : ah k

and i slept back.only waking up at 12.39..check my hp.skali off..my brother must have switched it off.call him up.skali he take the bicycle already..haha..cos i never lock.good la ehhh..now im wide awake..thanks lar ehh

so yesterday was thursday.had bfd role play.wah.nervous sia..lucky i memorised my parts.fir and sri gagged alot of times..hahaha!aku kan boss..den lah forgot a scene..and he was supposed to send the dish to my table.but he didnt and kept wiping the tables..then he go take new tissue..and he wipe again the tables..then he see the tissue..then he wipe the table..then like got one dirty spot on a table..he wipe very hard on the table..then like cannot come off..then he wipe other table..HAHA!i was like trying to give hints by pulling up my sleeves to see the time..and i wasnt wearing a watch..dat didnt work..he was still happily wiping..then saw ms annie koh look down on the script..quickly i signal to lah to take the dish to me..hahaha!

i think we did okay.

then ofa class.jean koh dok went for a course.so we were under strict control of fierce and fiery mr.william.LOLS..

mr.william : hey hey
me : yo wassup.
mr.william : go do do your access..
me : steady laah.i want to online first.
mr.william : (blur as ever)

haha!but he's a nice teacher.so after school gave lah and din jokes.

me: susan nye bapak ade 4 daughter.nana,nini,nono..yang number 4 name die ape?
lah: haha..tah..nunu?
din: tak tau??
me: susan lah!! (laughing hysterically on the bus stop bench)
din: aku tak paham?
me: (more hysterical)

wakaka.and mr helmy has got a lot of jokes.but he doesnt really know how to tell them..always giving away answers with the way he delivers the joke.so today's school was ok.came in at 8.30.haha!early u know..then saw the dreaded words on the board.."attendance and debarrment of exams" haha..lucky i wasnt on the list of "the to be debarred"..turns out they take attendance from the tapping system..like dat i can continue my timetable schedule la?haha!no no!exams coming.must attend class!!

so tomorrow is saturday.going to hospital first.then head off to meet the guys.going to phunkbar..chill out ar..but im not gonna make a fool out of myself dancing..gonna just sit,smoke and check out people..maybe just maybe..will i head to the dance floor..just maybe.

okay and i want to comment on the other day's outing to kallang stadium.it was such an unplanned trip..we were like going nowhere exclusive..we were going where the public can too..wat for!binawey..lucky u supply us with lime 100 plus in the ice box..haha!den take2 pictures..stupid trip.but a good waste of time though.

uh oh.theres a cat meowing outside my house.and its 2 am.BALIK KAT RAZIF!!AKU TANAK KAU!!!!lols lols lols..

"ok babai"-in helium

2006-08-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

i hate laughing gas.yes i do.makes me push aside my family bonding time.next time i'l pass, razip! ingat zip!vertical!vertical!!hahaha!degil kan..sape boss?aku boss kan..haha!

OKAY.classmates calling me jibon now.aku la ni..lols.so i just got home from school.people are starting to get jealous of 'my' timetable.as per normal..class started at 8,i came at 12.went to ofa and rushed to finish the ofa project..shit shit..so this was wat happened when everyone had left and i was with mdm jean koh..

mdm jean koh: ok.pack up.go for your next class.pass up your project tomorow.
me: hah.then minus 5 marks?
mdm jean koh: ya.go.go for your next lesson.
me: for wat!i pass up tomoro later u minus marks!dowan dowan!u take u take!save2!
mdm jean koh: then your printout?
me: oh.ah..dono
mdm jean koh: tomorow u give me.
me: OOKAY..
mdm jean koh: aiya.the papers they never take back.you go check the printer if got any paper.keep in your locker.
me: mak kau pye puky!klaka kape boi?nak aku libas nenek kau?

okay the last part was fantasised.so after class.so frust.din ah!tanak tunggu aku..jeybon!but then we headed to jam.haha.2 dollars each.get to play for one hour..then after jamming.din and lah and me do parkour..haha,ok,not me laah.din and lah oni.then headed home..and now im blogging.hehehe.then the other night,erm..friday night to be exact.me,razip,mas,azli,irfan and bi went exploring.head to old changi hospital..part nak naik tangga je.."okay!not confident!" haha!so enter the place..so dark,lucky they brought torchlights..and its fcuking uncomfortable being at the back of the group..brrrr..after och they went to eat..after eating, we went to the big big tree where razip said a pontianak stays.so at first me,razip,azli and irfan headed towards the tree..razip turned on the ayat qursi..and few seconds later..macaws started to make noise all around..you know macaws right?the white2 parrot with the mohawk..ya..that one..the noise sounded like angry cats..seraaam.then patah balik.haha!

and while we were at the och.told razif to take random pics everywhere.then after enough exploring we sat at a hotel.i observed every pic and one of them.which was a pic of a tree.and i focused hard and saw a kind of a face.facing right.with shoulder length hair with edged ends.its eyes was long and was kinda stretched back and upwards.with eyebrows.and last but not least.a long dangling tongue.yes.that was wat i found in the pic.and the 'head' was right at the end of a tree branch.scary?only if you see it.the rest couldnt really focus on it..after that lepak infront of 7-11.skali mak bi dtg.haha!

razif: eh sialla.makcik stare kita la sia (while keeping eyes down on the floor)
me: makcik? (i was facing razif at that time.and i didnt dare look behind because i thought he was talking about a "makcik" haha)
razif: ah2 la sia..seeram la sia
me: eh?makcik ke?"makcik"?

hahaha!den turns out it was a makcik not "makcik" and she was bi's mother.then bi was like quarelling with her and all.then we berger.haha..take cab.we planned that next time we rent a van and go to a grave at night.haha!yes yes yes!cant wait..and this saturday going to funk bar..mel's friend inviting us..not sure about it cause im gonna visit aunty in hospital.she's getting worse.but il try my best to go la..so tomorow have field trip to sports council at national stadium..yepi!no class.of course la yepi.okay.so just got my 2 weeks allowance.mum'c cutting 10 bucks from it everytime..to pay off my bills.now thinking wether wanna buy the beanie.maybe i will..maybe i will.

mel tak percaye pasal jual garam and then she punch my arm.lol!mel mel..

and yea2..already have smartmovie in my phone..next?get that tokyo drift smart movie from chemad.then can watch!movies on the go..ok.till next time.atomic benny outs.

"like a rainbow.you make heavy storms worth it.happiness overcomes with your presence.but your forever far from my reach"

"like everything else dissappears.no past no future no poblems.just the moment"

2006-08-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

okay.firstly.its one day plus to the national day.YEAAAPEEI!hahaha.too bad ive no tickets for the parade..so,aniways..tomorrow,there's no class.but still gotta attend school to sell mineral water bottles for needy students..not sure if anyones gonna be buying any..and ive got to be reaching school exactly at 7.45..ha ha.wish me luck.

so today.school was short.since i didn't attend iss and got released early for ofa.heh heh heh.and so tomorrow school ends at 12.no school on wednesday.planned an outing with the old guys.soo,sorry if i cant attend any class outings on that day.

the other day.friday to be exact.had the ofa ca test.was doing steadily until the teacher said "ten minutes left" and i was at section a..hahaha!gone case la that test.after that went jamming with ajib,mas,black,syazwan and danny..played ruq'ayyah..complete already sey.can perform already lah ni?haha..shit..i just remembered about the lifeskills project..FAG LAH!do tonight?malas siaa..2moro night got family outing..wednesday night see fireworks..thursday must pass up..k.nvm.2moro afternoon i do..fag fag fag..such an unwanted thing..

another thing.bought the teenage mag.dont usually buy them.cause its too "sec.1"..but cos farhanna was in it..she's in the teenage icon thing..and in the same mag,saw natasha's face,promoting the marigold jelly thing!hahaha!and in the end section,was an article on gary fernandez..the rock climber from springfield sec.my old school.sooo many people i know in that mag..but still..it was a waste of 3 bucks.i prefer lime..lols.and guess what..just ordered from mcdelivery.and they accidentally gave us an extra big mac..haha!too bad,its your loss..

dammit.got to buy wax..and ciggarettes for wednesday's outing..got a headache now..and i need 30 bucks for that beanie.il probably use my bank money.he he he.i need to work.i should probably work.i have to work.lols.so i can shop like the time i was working,and getting 300-400 bucks every wednesday..and im fantasising about going overseas..maybe KL,johor,batam..places where there are no such thing as being ciggarette stingy,or smoking till nearing the filter..how fun will dat be.an outing to malaysia or batam.end of the year,or maybe september..oh yeah..

okay.il be going off now.got to sleep early today.remember?7.45?tomorrow?damn..benny outs

2006-07-31T09:44:00.000-07:00

o0okay..so since its getting a bit rusty here..gonna add another marvelistic atomiscally post here. so for this past week,school has been stressfull..project submission dates getting closer..lessons getting more and more anatomical etronomously complicating and confusing.Especially office applications and sports science and business fundamentals..err..basically all..so0o0o,cant really blame anyone else..cause this is what i do in lessons..

*Office applications = msn,blog-hop,net surfing,and recently,playing mas's psp

*Business Fundamentals = drawing on the book,thinking of what to draw on the book

*ISS = talk cock,ignoring the lame videos about fats,proteins and kilocalories

*Lifeskills = exploring peoples wallets

tadaa..i wonder why im missing so much in class??so okay.enough about school.they should change the system..school should be on weekends and weekdays are no school days.Life would be a bliss..okay so..ever since ive been playing mas's psp..so tempted to get one of my own.wee..oh oh oh,mas kate beanie tu kat ripcurl..tapi blue colour?i want black..nvm,check out miz-29 first,who knows if have..kan kan kan

so pat few days,been watching the trilogy of do re mi..hilarious..love the malam pesta muda mudi part,some dance moves they got,and salomah was uber hot,especially in bujang lapok..haha..wokay,which reminds me of jamming session the other day..went with ajip,azli,danny,black,helmy and mas..ok lah.amcm aku tak dpt distortion ni..bole mengamuk tau..lain kali belikan aku distortion skali.lau tak aku tak main.chedebah!lols..ruqaiyyah was the best.so dis friday we going again..ive catched the lead parts,gonna be a complete song.next time can perform eh.kat school forum..lol..bole ke?

so tomorrow the class needs to help out in the sports meet..8am..pray for me i wont be late.ok.gud.its until 2 rite..after dat what class huh?dono leh..how leh?so its 1.22 am now.estimated time of sleep is 2am.ive got 5 hours of sleep..should have slept earlier.damn.then can wake up without the torturous feeling..ooh ooh ooh..a few cups of cough syrup b4 sleep is the best,you'd be wanting to prolong that feeling,like when ur in between concious and unconcious..sure to doze off in minutes and you'll be sleeping among the clouds..i want i want..

ok soo..one more thing..remember that honda benly?the motorcycle i posted on one of the posts..not really sure if you can get a hold of one in singapore..so the next best thing is?the yamaha rxk!just realised how similar they are..well..not really.lols.but its still old school.soo.okay,gonna buy one and paint it new.change the head light to a round one..change the other lights to new ones..make a custom seat.a flat long one.change the speed-o-metre to a less squarish one.all in the year 2008.yup yup.plan ahead.thats what keeps me going..okay.gonna go dream about riding that custom rxk with salomah.nites.and im still benny..

2006-07-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

ooooh..today was the first day of school.the night before,slept at 2am like that.trying to get some slides done for the ofa project.so woke up at 8 and dozed off on the couch..till 8.45,then got ready for school.class starts at 9.bummer..

so today was like always.no difference.after school had to rush off to tampines.wasted 3 bucks on the cab.bummer..but nevermind.anything for family.so was stuck at tampines not knowing where to go or what to do.and its very frustrating when you need to contact someone who doesn't have a handphone.you might as well die.yes.die.so then made up my mind to head home..sat right behind two butches.hugging.my god..its getting common to see butches now..and then bought myself a cup of honeydew soyamilk at mr.bean.The aunty blended the drink too long.i like little bits of honewdew in it.so i can chew.but the aunty had it too long on the blender.DUMB ASS!!DIE LAH!no lah,kiddin.but seriously.she should die.no laaaah..but..lols

so that was today.the other week.friday.me,ajib,din,fadz,eyla went to geylang to book a hotel for a night..just for fun..to spend the night lepakking.but most didn't accept 5 ppl.so jalan2 past the lorongs.first apek call.ajak masuk his "moonlight pradise" haha..denied.then was standing at one hotel.skali a group of chinese men went out.a distant away.saw us and sweet sweet.haha!uh oh..jalan!haha..the girls were like ''k jib,give up,give up..'' so went to the nearest beach.east coast.but grabbed 2 bottles of gas before heading to the beach.haha.so then night.din & eyla had to go.and mas & dan came.went to eat at mcdonalds.saw a huge cockroach enter through the glass door.then danny go kick fcuking thing at our seat.everybody screamed.the manager came to see.the worker had to kick it out.its great making peoples lives miserable.then mas like got a great idea that suddenly popped in her head.and threw curry sauce at the direction of me and danny.???.lols.danny was hit pretty bad,i had a few splashes on my brand new bermudas.yay.

after supper,we sat by the beach.talking.then headed to a nearby playground.sat down and smoke in the early morning.too bad it was damn sampoerna.so sit2..talk2..see stupid crazy apek trying to do some kung fu.den i proceeded home first.slept.woke up at 11am..they planned to go sentosa.that very day.so i got stuck at home till 5.when i finally could go out.they were already finished enjoying at sentosa.and so i met them at harbour front only to greet them.then accompanied them in the train home.nice.nice.nice.

ok.gtg.benny outs.

2006-07-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

NACHO LIBRE..lols..funny?yes.go watch it..simple storyline though.so actually just came back from watching the show with din.lah.mel.sri.fir.ibrahim. we actually went to do our iss project at national library,did some research and blah.standard.lau ramai2 mane nak kasi keje abis kan..

after the show..we went to esplanade.mit ajib,mas and frens.they tell2 ghost stories (i was keeping quiet the whole time.haha) then ibrahim had to spoil the momentum and had to go home,fir and mel tagged along.then din and lah also tagged along with them.spoiler.haha.then play 007 pang!ah! haha,i am the undefeated champ.after that all agreed to bergerak...and i still want that beanie...tell me oh where can i find it?a black one please..or brown..id be so happy if i saw one at a shop.id be the first to grab it.and i wanna buy that akademics bermudas i just saw..ooooh.and i nearly bought that topman flip flops..nevermind.only have 30 bucks in my wallet.my oh my.but nvm..il get my money at the end of the month.and i will be shopping my ass off.yeah.oh yeaah.

and i saw how-jolene today.haha.at bedok mrt platform..she had to walk from the last cabin to the middle cabin to meet me.haha!then she had to go out of the train and run all the way to the last cabin and enter back.LOLS!she was heading to queensway.maybe i can find that beanie at queensway.do you think so?i think so too.

i think i can live on that 7-11 mashed potatoes.so delicious.

and yes mas.i think i agree.i like your choice of footwears.the volvom flipflop.brazillian prias.the black/green nike air rift.tapi kan..kau ader banker,aku takde banker..mcmaner?haha!kiddin.so this friday,planning to go out and thon with them.nak gi swamp lagi..yea2.hahaha.and id like to own one orange floral shirt.would be useful someday.

okay lah..im finding myself staring at the screen with nothing else to write..so,let me say goodbye.and my name is benny,outs.

2006-07-18T02:35:00.000-07:00

okay..so..i wanted to put the pictures of the beanies first.then the O2 mini..but blogger makes it seem so difficult to do..but nevermind..anything goes..OKAY!lets dance.

ooh..a black O2 mini xdaII..

with the touch screen..and the pen..nice.

will be the owner of one at the end of the month

okay..next..i so wanna buy the beanie with the earflap thingy..where?where?where?still searching..maybe they're at town,maybe..

a brown one?cool..

a black one?uber cool if its with a big volcom logo on its side..

this one has built in speakers..just plug in your mp3.cool?no..waaaay cool

okay,i wanted to add in the volcom flip flops but if i did..the pics will be at the top of the post..ruining the momentum..so..till then.my name is still benny.

2006-07-15T09:46:00.000-07:00

kalau kau campak aku kat tgh2 swamp.malam jumaat.kul 2 pagi.aku rase kan.aku klua bebual bahase ayam.tak mau.tak sanggup.lols.

okay.another post updating on razif's 2 night stay chalet,night exploring and on things i wanna buy!first up!razif's chalet..lols.okay so i went to his chalet only bringing a pair of shorts.not thinking i would stay there for long.skali mcm best la,thon 2 nites!lols..nasib ajib pinjamkan baju..so i reached aloha,nampak dua minah kat lua..bo layan la..angkat tipon,nk call mas.abey dgr "apis!" tgk lagi,skali si eyla ngn fadz..laaa..ingtkan sape la,tros masuk..ade sekumpulan org aku tak kenal main pakau kat bawa,helmy nga huru hara tak tau nak gi mane..dlm bilik azli,fin ngn mai..nak main pakau ngn org tak kenal ke?nak huru hara ngn helmy ke?nak leks ngn azli n the gang?obvious answer..ddk2 jap,jalan2..tgk dorg start bbq..eh asal bebual melayu ni?kk..so just sat there..no ciggarettes..sian!skali perasan ni pompan putih2,mcm linda..kakak sedare ahmad..da gi2,gi la ddk kat meja dorg..

linda : eh,muke kau familiar ar..
me : kau dulu spf kan?
linda : ah2,kau pun eh?

haha..suspicions were right.si linda kakak sedare ahmad,da gi2 die kate, "abey kau mesti kenal dekni ar.." pointing to this girl whom ive seen at coffee bean b4,perna dudok lepak dgn b4 but nvr talked with.."aku kakak ahmad ah." mampos..haha!kakak ahmad???small world eh..den dey were the ones who layan me the whole night..and with syam,abg nanyi sorg dlm bilik..main taiti,bluff,police and murderer,the name game..lols lols lols..and linda supplied me with ciggarettes (unwillingly) hahaha.so first night wasnt much..they all drank bacardi,and wat lah..i just sat and watched..never wanna touch the substance..but while i was sitting there..the urge was so strong to just join them..ish,setan..so lepas botol smue da bis,gi layan abg chalet sebelah..scdf nye chalet,haha..so good,he gave us ciggarettes,mee,and let them finish the bottle jack daniels.lepas tu,azli puke.i go toilet take water spray over the puke.then one of the dude there puke.me again.wash over.the smell?horrifying.thank me please.

2nd night nasib din came..layan aku..fir oso came,skejap,so when din datang..ajak gi jacuzzi,rendam kaki..skali nampak arcade ar..so went to the arcade ar..otw to the arcade,pass by a nursery indoor playground like dat..masuk skejap,haha,me went through the obstacle course and din practiced on the punching bag..and the colourful balls were fun!so after dat went arcade..played the boxing game,sakit tangan sia..after dat play the cycling game..penat mengayuh..after dat played a free game of foosball..den,last but not least..PaRa PaRa!!hahahaha!ape lagi,tempat takde orang..try la..din go first..mcm pro ah..me go next,fun la!but cannot imagine playing that infront of a crowd..pass!

after that..ddk2,tunggu ajip balik..skali dapat tau kena sangkut kat shop n save..haish..da serik kan?bagus..alhamdulillah.den da mlm gi2,takde plan..go swamp!kul 1.30 am..30 minutes past its activation time..lols!da sampai swamp entrance..gelap gelita sia..da masuk,sepuluh tapak..skali "KEPOK!(no meaning word)" ajip pekik..dala yg pompan lari beterabuh..bodo sia..lau tak kite da masuk sia jib..den tak jadi masuk swamp,gi maze.first time ar masuk maze..masuk je,din bukak ayat qursi kat hp..then terpikir jap,ini din bukak ayat ni..confirm maut bende2 ni nga membara je..datang tempat orang buat kacau..sabar aje die menjelma kat depan..smue ckp steady2,tkmo lari..lau die klua depan mate,steady kemane takmo lari kemane..confirm,hahaha.nasib takde pape..tapi fadz kate die nampak kepale klua kat tepi..ish..aku tak nampak..aku tak nampak..pastu fadz lemah,nak jalan pun susah..aiyoh,da dorg kene heret..yg mas pulak enta nampak ape,genggam tangan orang mcm nk koyak..den da nak balik,bau wangi rabak nye..sampai terbatuk aku..sebak sia dada..pastu dabis..mcm boring gi2,ingat nak terserempak..tapi seram jgk..tapi bile tak nampak,boring pulak..lols

din da makin heavy isap rokok!gone case la tu..a puff is like a handcuff,ayo0o0o..den din and me share ghost stories..hahaha..sampai kul 6 pagi,i slept..and woke up in the next room..i was so sleepy that i didnt notice i woke up to change room..so bangun je,check out.melarat sia nak balik...but overall,the chalet was a good time spent :)) tnx for inviting me.

and i wanna buy that $20 quiksilver straw hat,that 10 bucks snowcap with toncet ontop and two ponytails on the side..and the O2 mini xdaII at the end of this month..later i buy wifi card,sit at mCdonalds and surf the freaking net!mCm OrAnG kAyA yOoOoOouUuU!hehe..and i buying new shorts,that 4ourskin shorts is slowly disintegrating and losing fame..wanna buy that ip zone brown shorts..new flip flops..

and that tokyo drift soundtrack is addictive..till then.my name is benny.ciao.

2006-07-09T00:03:00.000-07:00

"should be ar..."

lols..most used phrase of the week..okay!haha..just got back from the 'mostly planned by me' pit.was fun,finally gathering altogether..soo,on the day itself..all of us met at downtown..my beg was killing my back,so when we finally reached the pit,set up the tent,the food,the pit,then play rugby..haha,gave syed a flying kick to the upper leg while he was busy looking who to pass the ball at..BODO!hahaha,so anis was the chef of the day & night,round of applause for anis *silence*

too bad that night we forgot to buy laughing gas..nevermind,razif nye chalet mesti ade gas..haha.okay so its 2.10pm..and its raining..wat a weather..and yaps,last wednesday cik anuar needed men at plaza singapura's carrefour (as security's ofcourse) me and een went la..i heard that, there,we were many many breaks.true enough.so and when i reached the place..

cik anuar: kau gi receiving yard..
me: hah!btol?sape kat sane?
cik anuar: singh..
me: mampos

singh?first day at plaza and i am teamed up with singh?okay 1stly..i knew singh..we worked together at suntec carrefour,it was always me and him at the receiving yard..but we started having disagreements,he said i was sitting in the guard post (air-conditioned) the whole day not doing work..and the little mistakes i did..he made a big fuss,till one day singh even wanted to quit and go home..haha!because of me!lols..so i was discouraged to be posted at the receiving yard..but one day i just had to be sent there,shortage of men,started off fine..then..two stupid suppliers had to fight..right infront of me..soo,punch punch punch..they took it outside..so within 5 minutes the receiving yard was full of other securities (in-house guards) and managements..

singh: eh,tu due supplier nye name ape?nanti tu andrew dtg mesti dia tanye nye..
(i didnt write down the two suppliers name when they first came to change their passes with their ic's!)
me: alamak..gua tak tulis ar..
singh: hah?den how?later andrew ask?how?
me: alamak..i forget to write ar singh..
singh: (already pissed off,shouting at the supervisor about wat a stupid job i was doing)

so later on that day i was fired..HAHAHA!so u should understand how i felt when i was told to be posted at the receiving yard with singh the first time working at plaza singapura..but luckily everything went good..singh was surprised to see me,i did started off a little 'gabra'..so 2moro or tuesday,hope can work again..then wednesday can get $100..haha..and ya!i thinking of buying a new hp la..was thinking of a 2nd hand O2 mini..or either an N70..but the O2 mini was cheaper (and looks way cooler with the touch screen thingy)..someone tell me whether i should buy an O2 mini or not?maybe i should..

soo,looking forward to razif's chalet..its on the 12 rite..not looking forward to mas's pinching..lols..ok lah,and i wanna buy new slippers,crocs?havaianas?volcom?see 1st lar eh if enuff money..ciao

2006-06-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

hola hola hola..waah,so long ar neba update.should be because ive been so so tired this past few week.okay so firstly..ITS THE HOLIDAYS..wee!haha,3 weeks of no school..good good good.got few activities lined up this hols,wanna go razif's chalet,and my old fella's pit..which is mostly planned by me..smue aku,bodo..ni aku,tu aku..lols,sooo..cant wait for it,so looking forward..nak bakar ayaaaaam,erm hotdooooog,erm erm,udaaaaaaang..nak sedot gaaaaaaaaas..hahaha!

sO gEt YoUr LiGhTeRs RoLl ThAt StIcKy LeTs GeT hIgH..

and hey,SKL ciggarettes smell yummy..and they're cheap..hehehe.but its like soo feminine,lols.okay so today was the last day of school.came to class an hour late (its beginning to look like a routine) gave a lame excuse..

mdm jean koh : why you always late ar?you live tampines right?

me: no,bedok.

mdm jean koh: hah,bedok sumore.still can come late??

me: no la,i forgot today start 8 am -.-' (whereas the real reason was that i was lying on my couch at 8.00 am with my pants half worn sleeping )

and you usually get weird dreams when ur taking short naps..thats what i noticed this past 17 years..ok so,only mas and fir came today..so quite ok lar,not dat bored..and mas keeps on abusing me..haha,crazy ar!pinch pinch people cheeks..like what nas said "sayang..lawa tapi gila"..haha!!!phrase of the day..and then mdm koh gave us all curry puffs..yums yums..then during bfd (which i did'nt know was miss lokes last lesson) she gave us gummies and apollo..the first batch of gummies was shaped of fishes and was uber sweet,cant finish..so throw at mas..the second batch of gummies were jellybeans..it was better,but was still uber sweet..cannot finish?so throw at mas again..(no wonder she keeps pinching and kicking me,lols!) then after school i headed to bedok,didnt know what to do??then decided to go prayers lar..so since i already went friday prayers today..ive gotten myself 2 weeks friday prayers mc..wee!lols..your not allowed to not go friday prayers for 3 times in a row..or you shall be shunned!so next friday,i can go and set up the pit earlier with een :))

so the other week,met up with the class to see lah fight..waaah,so fierce,but watching it was frustrating..you just wished he would give one punch to the face of the opponent,but too bad,hits to the face are not allowed..and im thinking of joining the school's rugby team..so long never play rugby,see people play..sooo wanna join them..fuck this screw lah!its limiting my abilities..okay so wanna hear my story of how i got a screw in my hips?

when i was in sec 1.i joined the school rugby team..played,had fun..but coming to the end of the year..i began having pains in my left knee..thinking it was nothing,i continued with training..slowly the pain was getting worse,and i started limping..not wanting to dissappoint my coach..i went for training,despite the limping..so i ran around the field limping..my mum started worrying..maybe it was more serious than it seemed..finally went for a check up,had scans,x-rays,mri's done on my knee (wat a fcuking waste of money,you'll see why) and results came out,nothing was wrong with my knee..the doctor starting listing the possibilities of what was causing the pain..he said it could be from my hips..it didnt make sense to me..why would my knee hurt if my hips was the problem?so had a cat scan done..and sure enough,my cartiledge of my left hip was slipping off its position..so basicically my femur and pelvis were causing friction,bone to bone,the pain however was felt at the knee..(ask the doc why..) and so i was immediately warded..so i was told what could be done,because my cartiledge was slipping off,part of it was also torn..due to friction,in order for it to re-build itself,it would take 3 years..so to prevent it from slipping more..it was repositioned and screwed to my femur..i was warded for a month (hey,hospital life was fun :)) the only company i had was a gameboy and a small radio which i used to put me to sleep..and no,the nurses were not hot..at all..frens would visit me,push me in my wheelchair..i was wheelchaired for a month and used crutches for 3 months..and for rehabilitation,i was sent to an underground swimming pool,lols,didnt know changi hospital had a swimming pool..exercise in water with a bunch of people,the favourite one was where i was tied to an expandable rope..and you had to run as far as u can,and once uve reached the furthest,you just let go..and the rope pulls you back (all in the water) wee!

and so now,the screw remains in me..and my hair is short..

LOLS! LOLS! LOLS!

okay so thats why im kinda thinking twice in joining the rugby team..imagine a hard tackle from the side?my screw side?yummay..haha..okay so change topic..i wanna upgrade my phone..thinking of an n70,yar yar i know its outdated already..but, the n80 is freaking expensive!!but cool..well..at least il be using the N-series..ok,so this has been one long post..and yes,my suzuki acoustic guitar is done (my father went to give it a new look at his workshop) and i designed the pick guard,asked him to cut the shape out and paste it on..it'll be back home sometime this week..so when its back,can duet with my father that cromok-"another you song"..lols.

okay.so enjoy your holidays to the fullest my 'pa' mates! ciao.

2006-06-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

okay.got quite a lot of stories to tell laaa..soo,firstly..i just came back from dinner.yala,ale2 after school,mum sms'ed me asking me to be at han's river at 6 pm sharp..soo,had a couple more hours left..we all headed to razif's house,lepaaak..and play gas,lols..after all the golek2,kekek2,pekik2, i proceeded to simei,met up with parents and bro..and my god,the buffet was great..and i was already soo full,but had to finish up a few more items..cause if we had leftovers,we had to pay..like 100g of leftovers-$5..so cruel laa..now i soo bloated..ahaha,wat would be the most perfect thing for me to do right now?sit by the beach and smoke,smoke my life away..

so yesterday,we the gang (my classmates) went to plaza singapura,to watch din and lah..got some singapore team thingy..then go go jalan2,last dudok kat esplanade.theatres by the bay.sit2,gurau2..so fun,ibrahim was cute..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! EEE,MELUAT!flirt nye anjing..nak amik chance pegang2 tgn orang..haha..sial!ok dah..lega sikit..

and just for the info,my prediction for togo vs saudi was wrong laa..so hampe,and erms and erms erms erms yaaaaaaaaa..got the sports management uniform already..not the full set ar,but can wear the shirt to school already..can wear 3 quarters..haha.good good..my hair is short..bad bad bad..haha!FCUK UUUU!i still crazy..after effects of the laughing gas..and yes,go and watch the movie "city of god" download it or something..great show,bout brazillian hoods..and watch out for the character benny..'the coolest hood in the city of god'..as quoted in the movie..he is just coool..too bad he had to die.BODO!noooooooo!noooooooooooooooooooooooooo!aku gila..k,bye

2006-06-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

im sick..kinda.lols.im weak actually..didnt sleep enough lar,yesterday..slept for only 2 hours.cos had to wake up to watch brasil vs croatia..and after the match,i did not sleep back.was scared i couldnt wake up later on.and i wanted to show jolene that i CAN be early if i wanted to..lols.

nothing much happened today.morning had PIE,the "come to class and do what you want and ignore the talking teacher" class..haha,i pity the teacher..after attending 2 classes,we all decided to blah..ahaha,went tampines.lepak.ajip,lah and brahim bet on tonights tunisia vs saudi arabia match,i predict it would be tunisia 1-saudi 0..ahaha,and here's an interesting thing,the other day..i predicted just for fun that the results for south korea vs togo would be 2-1 and there would be 1 red card..lols,today fir came to class and told me my prediction was right!with the red card thingy too..hahaha..soo if my prediction for tunisia and saudi arabia turns out true,il be your lucky predictor of the month..

aaaah..dad just gave me some hot cheng tng,clear my blocked nose abit..AH FCUK!just remembered,gotta study for bfd CA test..can cry laaa..i wanna sleep please..and just watched singapore idol,joakim gomez????fcuking clown..lols,he's my classmate..may he get to the next round la..all the best dood..okay,gotta study oredi..ciao

2006-06-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

i just realised whats been bothering me lately.i used to love myself,was happy,satisfied..but ever since i cut my hair.i just dont feel the same..it might not be a big deal to u,i know its just hair..but it was part of me..who i am,i am a person with long hair..now my hair is short..i am no longer me.fcuk school la,they're the cause of this..my particular course especially,they think that we should be so thankful we are in that course,as if we were lucky to be in that course.wake up call!excuse me..that school is the last on everybody's mind..so stop making us feel so vulnerable.and what waiting list?if you treasure your waiting list people so much..open up a new class for them..stop mentioning every once in a while about your "waiting list"..and because of these adding of classmates,i was number 41,then 42,then 43..and now i dont have a computer in office applications class,i just have to use the computer of those who are absent..and what if everyone was present?where am i to do my work??i mean,if you want to add more people to the class..dont be so reckless and just add more people..its things like this that disrupt other people.i was so fcuking happy to be at com. 42..for some reason..but now i have to change to 43..and there is no such thing as computer 43 in the class..wtf!!!!!!!!!dont fcuking tell me that they are gonna add in another computer,GO DO IT!and please tell me where your gonna add that com.43..the tables are full..im just waiting for the day when everyone is present and il just stare at my class advisor and ask,"where am i to do my work now?"..so angry with the system..

now that was one frustrated paragraph..lols,so what happened today?went out with the group,ajib mas brahim fir din danny dan lydia, met at orchard..i was late as usual..lols,then jalan2..went esplanade..then shisha,haha..ape saje je..i really dont find shisha enjoyable,its boring..u suck that thing and end up giddy..its a pain in the chest and throat..and its 10 bucks.next time,il just pass..

so today my cousin came over,she is sleeping at my house for a few days..haha,i love it when she's around..its the same when my grandma used to sleep over once in a while..i enjoy the company of my loved ones.i still remember when i was in sec 1 or 2..if my cousin or my granma was staying over,id always come home from school in a good mood..now my grandma is stayin in woodlands,and my cousin is already in primary 1..miss them..so il end it off here lar,oh wait!just wanna tell u all i got full marks for that iss test!hahahahaha!!was literally jumping up and down from my seat..geram ajer yg lain2 tgk..LOLS!been quite a long time since ive got full marks,the last time was probably in primary 3 or 4,HAHA!so happy..ok,goin to sleep please..

.il hold on to my burning necklace of dreams.

2006-06-09T05:05:00.000-07:00

here's something i drew while having business fundamentals class..from this,u get the idea that the class is really damn boring..lols

. love .

It shows a hand holding on to a burning necklace with a heart shaped pendant..that is my definition of love..

2006-06-06T05:50:00.000-07:00

heys..this is that honda benly that is sooooo want..nice right?so like old skool..buy for me can?lols

sooo..not gonna write alot,today's school was okay.had business fundamentals,the teacher was being so childish..haha,everybody wasnt listening to her and she just shouted out of the blue..haha..cute,then had sports science test..was nervous2 waiting outside the room,cause we had to go one on one with the teacher..sort of an oral session.so my turn came..did quite well,could answer all the questions asked..and the teacher said i did 'very good'..phew,and we all saw an extraordinary sight today..while we all (class PA) was waiting for our turns to do the iss test,we saw a sort of tornado,water sprout is it?it was a long white thing coming down from the clouds..and it was moving slowly..the sight created quite a stir,haha..it was approximated that the water sprout was happening at changi..then the tornado slowly dissappeared,5 minutes later..it was raining heavily!haha..winds so strong,we had to change our waiting area..weird weather today..and now my favourite food for break time is dry niong tau foo with seaweed soup..then put the sauce over the assorted fishballs,yummaaaaaay!!haha..gonna eat that again tomorrow..why am i telling u this?CAUSE ITS MY BLOG!hahaha

then had office applications (ofa) it was boring..but jolene was cute..trying to call me names in malay..hahahaha..then was supposed to have iss again at 4,but class was cancelled..the teachers there are soo understanding..*grins*..lols,soo yala..dats wat happened today,missed my bustop when going home..bodo!was kemarok watching the x2 advertisemet on tv mobile,had to walk home the long way..but bought mr softee otw home..HAHA!so nice..but the chocolate one is kinda too sweet..wanna the vanilla one laa..then terserempak with my mum's side aunt and uncle under my block,then she gave me 5 bucks..was like 'eh..takpaya cik..takpaya' tapi amik jgk hahaha!hey didnt i said i was not gonna write alot?haha..got carried away laa,k bye2

2006-06-04T06:53:00.000-07:00

okay am back to update about my weekend.as said in the last post..i had planned a dinner with the old dudes,so we all met up at bedok interchnage.janji lepas maghrib..last jumpe kul 9..best kan?BODO!..lols..so it was me,hadi,anis,jaz and syed..too bad farehin couldn't join,ade project kan jack..haiz.so we proceeded to chai chee restaurant,took bus 28..reached the place,then was intimidated by chai chee's high class interior and assumed the prices would also be intimidating,lols,so tuka tempat..gi mak's place.so order2..skali the fella say waiting time 45 mins..terperanjat sekejap,lucky the food came faster than expected..so after eating,plan nk gi jalan go east coast..and play gas (gas lagi?haha..kemarok) actually me and hadi bought the gas earlier on before meeting up with them..haha,skali da jalan jauh jgk..everybody agreed it was too far..(padahal we just had to cross the overhead bridge and wala,we would be in east coast but somehow,it was just like dat phrase "so close yet,so far" lols) so dudok kat some park..main gas..sampai joget2..but this time i took a lil too much,headed home giddy and vomited at the interchange,reached at my doorstep around 12..and i forgot my keys!haha..dumb luck,had to call mumsie to open the door..so only had like a few hours of sleep left for me.cause me and my parents were heading for m'sia the next day..haha,my uncles daughter's wedding (not sure wat u call an uncle's daughter,niece izzit?) yar,so woke up at 5..fcuking headache sia..so da siap2..off we went to m'sia..had to pick up my other aunt and her two daughter..

so the trip wasn't that far..pasir gudang,reached the house,quite nice..nicest lar among the rest of the kampongs,haha..was welcomed with open arms..so nice being in a kampong environment,with the chickens and the coconut tree's..and the malay girls,lols..so breakfast at some coffee shop,their teh tarik taste like shit sia..they use sugar syrup..and since they top up their syrup container before the syrup is finished..the old syrup is mixed with new syrup..leaving the teh tarik having the taste of rotten syrup..u get wat i mean?dis is not the way to make money la makcik..so after breakfast,had free time sitting outside the house..watching people work..haha,i didn't bother to help out..was freaking hot man..and my uncle's daughters,so jambu..haha,i am not so close to my father's side so..we rarely meet..and we don't have that bond most sedare's have..soo,i can find them jambu without feeling guilty..lols..and i was so attracted to kampong life..asked my dad how much would it cost for a house like my uncle's..he said 50 k would be enough..damn,i would really like a holiday house when i have my own family..that'd be so great.a simple life.haha..angan2 aje..sooo after quite a while,my butt was getting painful sitting all day at that bench..so we headed home,dropped by at perling mall,then headed home..then while dad was driving,i was day dreaming about driving a go-kart at the expressway..speeding..and how my go-kart would have nitrous oxide...lol...and i soo want that honda benly motorcycle when i have my license..its way cool,so old school..aiming on that..and i also day dreamed about how i would join a moto group consisting of only honda benly's..and how we would drive in large groups,going cross country..with tight denim jeans and a t shirt with my fiance as my pillion..hahaha!how nice..

so thats about it..that was my weekend..gonna sleep now,got school tomorrow at 9!well,at least get to sleep an hour more..ahaha..so peace to all honda benly lovers and to humankind (haha,karot..)

2006-06-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

halo..gonna update a lil ar..today was tiring!dono why..came home from school..and then flat..slept til 8.lols.after school went to coffee bean actually..ddk sekejap,and that chocolate cake was delicious!then headed home..razif tertinggal beg at coffee bean..haha!bodo..dont know whether he got it back or not..

2moro night,gonna go out..dinner with the dudes.long time since we went out together..anis and me planned actually..gonna eat at restu or chai chee restaurant..after that mayb lepak east coast or somewhere..anyone wanna join?lols,and the tears of the sun movie got some very gruesome torturing ar..very sad laa,this sort of acts should never be done..do not do to others, 'what you don't want to be done to you'..quote of the day..lols

my leg aching laa..why laa?im hungry laa..i gotta go laa..see you 2moro laa :P

2006-05-30T04:23:00.000-07:00

so many things that i wanna buy!!but so little money..fag lah.why why why?aniways..let me tell you what i sooo wanna buy..

1) that topman jeans

2) a sleeveless shirt

3) that mmc card reader

4) that havaianas look-alike brazil edition rider sandals,or mayb a havaianas,lols

5) a wallet (current one is being held up with staples,lols)

6) a sport shoe,i saw one,white with green stripes at tamp..cool

7) dark brown bermudas

8) a bag..for school use

9) an mp3,cannot rely on hp sia..batt easily flat

10) a psp please..

11) more tee's

12) that thumbdrive

13) those 3 quarter nike pants

14) a new belt (the canvas one with the faces motifs,so cool)

15) that g-shock watch

well..thats wat i can think of right now..il edit this post once ive remembered some more..

need money lah..maybe will be working this friday,haha,a security once again..missed carrefour,missed the environment,missed the walkie talkie conversations,missed having the authority..hopefully can get lah this friday..

and today's school was alright..really tried to study..wanna catch up..and i cant wait for july,its the holidays man..got a couple of chalet's lined up in july,wanna enjoy with my old mates and new mates,really miss the old guys..now that school has started,things have changed drastically,used to sit around chai chee till 4-5am..now,cant..used to go jalan jalan around town,then head to matiin's house (he lives with his mom and bro in beach road,but is usually at home alone,so his house is like our house,lols) used to smoke at his house non stop..watch blue (take note *used to* lols) well,were gonna get together in july..hadi is celebrating his birthday,so gonna make a pit or a chalet..wanna play laughing gas with them..hahaha,cant wait for july.

soo..got 4 more weeks left to utter enjoyment..

2006-05-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

hello dear blog.i am back.i want to write.tengkiu.

lol..so so tired lar right now,just came back from tampines,went to get a haircut ( OMG! OMG! OMG! ) ya laa..had to,didn't want to create more problem in school..so had a cut,now my hair is in the category 'pendek rabak nak mampos'..haish haish haish,but nevermind!..

and i just got back from port dickson today..hehe..holiday?yes..yes..yes,took off from singapore on saturday with my family except my oldest bro,and my aunts family.woke up at 4 am plus,then waited for aunty family to pick us up..and off we went to porto dicksono,long trip sia..so slept in the car lor..finally reached the hotel,quite nice,ancasa resort if not mistaken..nice surroundings,and got arcade below,lols..the room also quite nice..everything nice lah..the receptionists also nice *grins* hehe..so,we rounding2 port dickson la..go the pasar malam,food stalls..bought myself a cap,sort of a snow cap with a small hood at the front,thought it was unique..then asked mumsie to buy a bird house,haha,the salesman told us that it was taken from the jungle,not man-made..and we apparently bought a female bird's house..already hung it outside my house,waiting for a bird to occupy..cant wait to wake up to the sound of birds chirping..*smiles wide*..like girl lah!lols!

ate alot there..go there eat,go here eat..but their ramly burger not nice la,singapore one better,and the hotel's lamb chop was nice!sumore it was a buffet..took many2,lols..then on the 2nd day we went go karting!haha..so so so fun!i drove the thing so fast!that i skidded on one of the turns..terperanjat sekejap..haha,after go kart,went to the beach and ride the banana boat..that was fun too,my aunt and mum asked them specifically to drive slow and steadily..haha,but still they drove fast..and far!kalau la jatuh masuk air..sape nak gi layan..couldnt stop thinking of crocodiles..haha!so held on the handle tight..but sfter a while it wasnt that scary..starting jumping up and down of my sit to create bumps..haha!port dickson was fun..especially with my small cousin..so adorable yet annoying,hahaha,sad the trip had to end..

so actually,the night before our departure to m'sia..i had a dance at school..7pm-11..'dance mania, welcome to the dance party of the year!!' hahaha..it was okay,needed more flashing lights..and louder stereos..baru best.halfway through the dance,me ajib and mas went to buy gas..lol..the dance was getting boring laa,so we played the gas together..just the 3 of us.fun fun..but f*cking ajib pushed me while i was ''in the zone'' and i fell on the sharp edge of a step..adoi!!actually my fault also la..haha,i kicked him with my knee directly at his stomach..haha!then now my back got a scar..stoopid,but still..it was fun.

will stop here la..my head already getting heavy..wanna sleeeeeeeep..wanna dream..2moro got skul..so the malas..but have to laa,ok laa..bye2 laa

*stab a knife in me,so i can cry for another reason*

2006-05-25T05:19:00.000-07:00

heys...well,first,im a bit depressed..don't know lar whats the main cause.but everything seems to be going down down down for me..number 1,school..been given warnings to buck up,i mean wth?i just started school and im already slacking..whats wrong laaa??help me..number 2,frens..don't get me wrong,i love my new friends..but right now..some conflicts have been affecting the group.there are those who try to avoid us..just because 1 person doesn't like the other,i mean its obvious..your like making bored faces around us..you dont eat with us anymore..come on la..haiz,maybe im depressed because god is slowly getting further away from me..its like im abandoned,and am left to go the wrong way..well,iv not been doing my prayers regularly..always lying..not thinking of sins..i steal..and im getting worse than before..im never satisfied or happy with things i do..life is just monotone for me now..there's more crisis that im facing,but id rather not tell them here..

i need someone to share my problems..someone to lend me a shoulder..someone to understand my feelings..now,even if im happy,there's always that thought at the back of my mind..that im still alone..give me gold,give me wealth,give me all that you could..i still am alone,with all my sadness stuck in me.im not a person who expresses his anger,sadness or his disappointment..i keep it all in me,making myself believe that all these feelings will soon fade by itself..but it really is destroying me from the inside..tears are already at the very edge,but im putting on a stand,still waiting for things to brighten up..

god help me..thats what i always ask for when in need..help from god..but do i really deserve his help?i mean..when in times of need,you seek him,when everything is going smoothly,you forget him and betray his kindness..i really don't deserve anything from him,but i cant possibly carry on without his guidance..im stuck here..

like that malay song, 'tuhanku,aku tidak layak untuk syurgamu..tetapi aku tidak pula sanggup menyanggup,seksa neraka mu'

this is one depressed post..sorry,but this is one place where i can express my feelings and ease a little bit of my frustrations..its the least i can do for myself.

2006-05-21T21:55:00.000-07:00

So am gonna type about saturday night..ajak my sec school frens,een,hadi,jaz and yed to lepak..and unsurpisingly jaz and yed cancelled last minute..gone case la they all,so met up with hadi 1st at 9 plus,made him wait longer below my block..wakakaka..so we proceeded to watsons to buy..lAuGhInG gAs!ahaha,they were curious so..curious kan?try ah..haha..

Me and hadi dudok daera umah mrs.johari..hehe..waiting for een,lambat sgt,we started first..high high,then een datang..high high same2..was like "poooooom!! amik kauuu!" while punching een..gile..then hadi balik,kental..haha..so left me and een to finish up the spray..sampai baring2 jack..had a frightening account while i was high..i was like high and so i heard een saying in a monotone voice " boi..boi..boi..boi..boi" so i looked at him,he was like swaying left and right quickly while sitting beside me..and he was saying boi continuously..it was scary,my mind registered him as a ghost at that point of time..the gas was still kicking in me..shut my eyes closed hoping it would stop soon..peeked at him again and he was still swaying saying "boi"..couldnt stand it..i pushed him..then he fell to the ground muttering some shit..serams skejap..

Lepas tu proceeded to bedok adventure park..change venue..wakaka.Then had an idea..inhale the gas while on top of the ramp..hahaha,and it was fun!da high roll down..cuts and bruises all over seh..but it was fun..

okay,enough about this gas..am now in school,having office applications..so boring laaaaa..gas please!haha..skipped sports science today,abey da lambat..skip skali laa..am thinking of making a chalet sometime..gather the old guys,spend some time together..miss the sarcastic jokes

And the "love generation" song by Bob Sinclair is sooo addictive..cool song..soooo il end it off here..toodle loo!

2006-05-21T21:17:00.000-07:00

hola..am back with soo many things to write about.firstly,went out with razif's friends on friday..he ajak,so just tagged along..so after friday prayers *grins* lols,went to change clothes and proceeded to meet them at tampines interchange (of all places..gawd) met the dudes and one super cute girl,haha!after dat pegi somerset..jalan jalans..gi topman la,zara la..then kena halau from massimmo dutti..haha,am i really blocking your entrance mister?so here's some of the pics of the outing..

.this one was at amira's cafe rooftop.
.heading home already?.
. the group .
. anak metro la sia..WAKANG!lols .
. was waiting for the girls .

After that something happened to me and razif at a particular supermarket..*phew*..nasib warning gile!after enough window shopping *plays the window shopper song by 50 cent* lol..went to bugis..terserempak danial roschan mali chan..haha,small world laah.so we proceeded to shisha!the first cafe,we kena reject..haha,but the supervisor was like "naik aje..korang naik aje.." haha..but too bad we rejected him back,haha..cos kedai sebelah was where one of razif's fren was working at..so we were welcomed with open arms,guided to the rooftop which was super cool..ordered apple mint and mixed fruits..and the shisha was so much better than the previous cafe..soo smoke2,take2 picture..then had to blah at 10..bcos the place was magically reserved at 10 by some other ppl..

well that was fridays outing..will write on a new post about saturday night..lols

2006-05-18T04:46:00.000-07:00

just came back from school..waa,tired..but today was awesomely fun.well not at first..lols,had school start at 10 a.m so,had a little more time to sleep.came to class a tad late..bloody razif..i was already like 10 mins late,and i din know where class was taking place..so i called up razif and asked..he said 03-01..so i went to search for it..and just could not find it!the sign showed 03-01 and pointed > but right next to the sign was 03-02..where was the freaking 03-01??so went round and round..but failed to find it.

so i called up my trusty friend razif again..

me: oi!03-01 kat mane sia? (oi,wheres 03-01 sia?)

razif: mane aku tau.aku bukan kat skola!? (how shud i know,im not at skul)

me:* silenced*

turns out he read the timetable and told me one out of the two venues which was possibly where class would be..and class wasnt even at the 3rd storey..so went to 04-*sumting* where class reli was,and went in sweating..and was 30 mins late..

so after school we all (me,fir,razif,din,lah,dan,mas,mel,siti,namira and lydia) headed to tampines..to play laughing gas!wakaka..went to pharmacy and bought the spray and headed to a void deck..fir started it first..and he was swaying2 giggling.then razif went..and he cudnt tahan laughing..then i went..the moment of truth..haha..so i started inhaling the spray.first inhale.was okay..the i asked for another refill of spray.when i was just about to inhale again..it kicked in..haha,so i just inhaled again..and BANG!..i was swaying to the front and back..my mouth couldnt stop smiling..razif was shouting "ah ah!da kene..chak poooomm!chak pom!chak pom!chak pom!chak pom!" i could hear it like at the back of my head..but i was like in my own world..slipped off the void deck chair and fell on my butt to the ground laughing..and was making sounds "heeeee..heeeeeeeee...heeeeeee..." soooo fun! did it again..and when fir did it again and was swaying2..took the chance to push2 him..wakakaka..made him lie flat on the ground..

everybody did it..soo sporting..thats wat classmates are all about!haha..when din did it,tak bleh angkat seh tgk..he was like "ehhh..ehhh..da tangkap..hahaha..ehhh(while looking up)" adik die pun same..(they're twins) sedot skali je da huyung hayang..lols,gonna introduce this fun game to my other frens..but not to the faint hearted pls

so dat was my day..fun fun day..came home in a good mood,sumore bsok tak skul!haha!polling day of somesort..but got friday prayers,nk pegi tanak?*grins* lols..

2006-05-15T10:08:00.000-07:00

had school at 9 am this morning..came in 30 minutes late,HAHA,had to arrange chairs at the end of the class as punishment *rolls eyes* and that class is reli,erm,complicated..i mean its 'INTRODUCTION to SPORTS SCIENCE' and you have to study the human anatomy,all the joints,muscles,bones and then theres the planes and axis..waaaaaa..so like not gonna be needed to know in my future..

and during ISS ,the teacher was describing a motion,and he starts doing a horse riding motion rotating his hips..and i just burst out laughing..WTH..i mean the teacher is like the nerdy nerdy,and he does the motion like..so funny!stoopid ass..make me laugh only

after that had a 1 hour break and then had 'office applications'..u basically have to type wat the book tells you to for 3 blasted hours..in the end you have ppl playing games,chatting at msn and when its time to hand in your work,you just asks your friend to edit your own name in his work and print it out..for me,i just took someone else's work which was printed out and had no name on it.. stapled it to my other piece and handed it in..so the malas want to do..

so after school..headed to tampines with the group,jalan2,takde plan..then went to toys r us and played around..those long long styrafoam thingy was fun..and painful.stupid masturina,hit my head so hard..lols.

really am having fun with my new classmates.just that day we had an outing..haha,went to town,gi esplanade then headed to bugis..sheesha..haha,was my 2nd time,so first we came and had a seat..the man came and asked for orders,we ordered drinks and two sheesha,one was orange and the other was mixed fruit mint i guess..and the man(not pronounced as men,but as the indian kinda way) asked "so,everybody must be 18 ya.." and he goes checking everybodies ic..and he didnt ask for mine..haha,and one of my fren gave an 89 ic and didnt do anything..bloody desperate man..i mean,his shop is the most budget among all..of course he's desperate..then had fun disturbing him.."ah,man..pisang ade man?takde eh?emm..abe yg tu,emm,ape eh,yg tu la..aaah..yg tu la.." HAHAHA..bodo..

the sheesha was nice at first,high high,but after a while,trying to suck the thing was a pain in the chest..literally..and everybody was like,eh pass aku..eh aku nak..oi,cepat lah..waaaaa..next time each one 1 bottle..baru selesai..lols..

so il stop here 1st..will update later ah.besok skola seh..gotta slip now,or else il be sleepin while sitting on the toilet bowl 2moro..hahaha..

apisss outs.

2006-05-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

DoNt LoOk No FaRtHeR,bAbY iM bAcK (yeah)...AHAHAHA!hey..back to edit this new born blog,damn,im so lost..not reli sure how to change my template.so i guess i'l have to stick to this default template for the time being..kayuh pelan2 jack..lols.

oookay,so just finished watching DIA..last episode..am not reli a DIA fan,sometimes its interesting,sometimes its boring..but marsha is sooo cute!damn she is!and im talking about the 2nd marsha..not the first,cant reli remember the first marsha's face.lols.aniwaaays,got school tomorrow..8 am siaaaa..got to wake up at 6 plus!! id pay ten bucks just to fall back asleep,haha..wat a torture..

just started school actually.a new life in ite.fortunate to have sporting classmates..damn i keep laughing the whole day.okay..so im in the 'business in sports management' course (this course offers dry fit uniforms!black with yellow stripes and we can come to school in 3 quarters!!HAHA!so fun!) so now studyin 3 modules..i think i can cope..come on,3 modules isnt reli that much..so about the campus?pretty big..so far my most favourite place is the minimart..cant start class without chewy chewies *big smile* the food is great,but the lift is irritating,always got crowd one..rather take the stairs than wait.Everything was going fine until i was stopped for sporting with long hair..stupid burger..asked for my identification like i was a murder suspect..WATAAA! *hits the teacher with a broomstick*

hey,i think i gotta write on another post,this ones getting crowded.

2006-05-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

heys..finally got myself started on this blog thingy,been wanting to create myself one.and now its done :) now all of you can read my rants,my nonsense,my comments,whats happening and whats not,my dreams,my screams..everything thats on my mind..you can read it!isnt that exciting! *round of applause* a journey unfolds..stay tuned!